Nana

[Jeffrey]

Its Oh So Bjork: heyo ^_^!!
mind bleeds grey: hi
Its Oh So Bjork: how's it going?
mind bleeds grey: not the best morning
mind bleeds grey: but ok
Its Oh So Bjork: !!!! why?
mind bleeds grey: people just talk crap about me and i dont even do anything to them
mind bleeds grey: its kind of frustrating
mind bleeds grey: so how are u?
Its Oh So Bjork: well i did sort of want to talk to you about something like that
mind bleeds grey: hm?
Its Oh So Bjork: well, when you tried to get courtney to target nate and me
Its Oh So Bjork: i thought that was really uncool
mind bleeds grey: i told her she would be in a better position
mind bleeds grey: i was tryin to be nice and help her klutzy self
Its Oh So Bjork: but why at the possibly expense of nate and myself?
mind bleeds grey: because you guys were gonna get rid of me after her
mind bleeds grey: and i was really upset cause i thought i was cool with you guys
Its Oh So Bjork: i honestly and really confused about what you're saying
Its Oh So Bjork: *am really confused
Its Oh So Bjork: who was gonna get rid of you after courtney?
mind bleeds grey: you guys were if i stayed on ur tribe
mind bleeds grey: it was really upsetting
mind bleeds grey: i felt like i had been used
Its Oh So Bjork: you thought i would have voted you off after courtney?
mind bleeds grey: yes very much so
Its Oh So Bjork: why exactly?
mind bleeds grey: yall didnt pick me to be on ur tribe and then you guys rank me as untrustworthy
mind bleeds grey: so i saw how everyone saw me and that i was out of the loop
mind bleeds grey: i thought we were cool
Its Oh So Bjork: i didn't get nearly as much of a say in picking the tribes as i wanted to
Its Oh So Bjork: i was just really surprised that you would go to courtney, who you hate, and expect her to do something for you
mind bleeds grey: well i thought the girl would be somewhat intelligent enough to realize she was in danger
mind bleeds grey: but i over estimated her
Its Oh So Bjork: i was still really surprised by it since i never sensed from you that you thought you were out of the loop
mind bleeds grey: well i felt that way after i saw results and then the tribes were picked
mind bleeds grey: i felt like i had basically been betrayed
Its Oh So Bjork: i didn't have a single problem with you until i heard that
Its Oh So Bjork: now i'm just really pissed
mind bleeds grey: well im sorry you're mad
mind bleeds grey: but i dont want people to like blindsight me
mind bleeds grey: and like you guys basically stopped talking to me so i was pretty much sure that yall were done with me
Its Oh So Bjork: honestly? you were on the other tribe. i had my own tribe to look after for the time being.
Its Oh So Bjork: i didn't talk to katy, brian, nesya, beth, or danielle really at all
Its Oh So Bjork: and before the switch i talked to one person on the other tribe who isn't even here anymore
Its Oh So Bjork: it has nothing to do with who i'm close with or not
mind bleeds grey: well it was a bad strategic move on part but i live and learn
Its Oh So Bjork: brb
mind bleeds grey: i mean i hear you were talking negatively about me and it just really shocked me
mind bleeds grey: ok
Its Oh So Bjork: you heard that i was talking negatively about you?
mind bleeds grey: yes just recently actually
Its Oh So Bjork: up until i found out that you were so against me i had nothing bad to say about you
Its Oh So Bjork: but i am just disgusted at you to be honest
mind bleeds grey: im sorry you feel that way towards me for playing the game
Its Oh So Bjork: you were playing on the other tribe, trying to manipulate somebody you hate
Its Oh So Bjork: that's not survivor, that's retarded
mind bleeds grey:
mind bleeds grey: did you just call me retarded?
Its Oh So Bjork: i'm saying that what you did was retarded
Its Oh So Bjork: i honestly was looking forward to being back on a tribe with you
mind bleeds grey: well im sorry i disgusted you i didnt know what i did was that severe
Its Oh So Bjork: truly i was
Its Oh So Bjork: it also showed that you don't consider me a friend
mind bleeds grey: but like i have no hard feelings towards you
Its Oh So Bjork: i would neevr do that to a friend
Its Oh So Bjork: *never
mind bleeds grey: wha?
mind bleeds grey: i think thats going a bit to far
mind bleeds grey: thats why i was so hurt
mind bleeds grey: like had noah or nathan did something like that to me
mind bleeds grey: i wouldnt have been that upset
mind bleeds grey: cause i expected something like that from them
mind bleeds grey: but for you to do it
mind bleeds grey: like i was really upset about that
Its Oh So Bjork: not picking you for a tribe?? i was friends with everybody on huron except for cody and courtney; it was a really hard choice. i was literately praying that brian would pick courtney or cody for an easy boot so you could be on this tribe
Its Oh So Bjork: i just can't believe you didn't even come to me if you had a problem
Its Oh So Bjork: you had to go behind my back like that
mind bleeds grey: after the results and the pick i didnt see any reason cause it seemed as though you deemed me useless and didnt care about me
Its Oh So Bjork: why didn't you come talk to me then, like i'm talking to you now?
Its Oh So Bjork: you just jumped to all of these conclusions
Its Oh So Bjork: and honestly i feel like you've been brainwashed
mind bleeds grey: i can admit that not coming to you was VERY immature on my part
mind bleeds grey: and no it was not smart to attempt a dumb move like that
Its Oh So Bjork: i'm just really mad because i feel like we can't move past it
mind bleeds grey: im not even sure what Courtney showed you, because i can almost feel as though
mind bleeds grey: she didnt show you everything
Its Oh So Bjork: maybe she didn't
mind bleeds grey: but the original intention
mind bleeds grey: was not so much on you, but on nathan
mind bleeds grey: and i've even said countless times to other people that i feel as though they are using you
mind bleeds grey: i haven't necessarily been brain washed but it was just like
mind bleeds grey: things changed
mind bleeds grey: and i started thinking "okay maybe he was just playing me the whole time and really didnt like me start with"
Its Oh So Bjork: honestly i can fake being nice, but i can't fake having good conversations; i really felt that our conversations were genuine and fun
mind bleeds grey: thats why i was SOOO upset
mind bleeds grey: im like, okay he would never do anything against me
mind bleeds grey: and to my knowledge you haven't
mind bleeds grey: but i felt as though you viewed me as expendable
mind bleeds grey: and i just felt like all the conversations were just gameplay
Its Oh So Bjork: that's not the type of person i am
mind bleeds grey: like it really hurt to hear that you would say something of me in a negative light
Its Oh So Bjork: i would have nothing bad to say about you if you didn't throw the first punch
mind bleeds grey: but see i didnt talk negatively about you, i was simply advising courtney to watch out for you guys
mind bleeds grey: and i feel as though
mind bleeds grey: more emphasis was put on you
mind bleeds grey: then what there really was
mind bleeds grey: because that conversation was in LARGE part about Nathan
mind bleeds grey: i mean i guess it was naive of me to think you would pick me since i dont know what kind of realtionship you had with the other people on the tribe
mind bleeds grey: but it looked to me as if i was just useless
Its Oh So Bjork: you have no idea how much i even dreaded the responsibility of picking tribes
mind bleeds grey: and i felt like an idiot
Its Oh So Bjork: i bitched about it for like 3 paragraphs in a confessional
mind bleeds grey: i see, i mean i guess other people were more important then me
mind bleeds grey: like its a little selfish of me to think i was a high priority
Its Oh So Bjork: it's not even that
Its Oh So Bjork: it's just like... when people are IMing me saying "pick me!"
Its Oh So Bjork: it's an awkward situation
mind bleeds grey: i just felt like i was made a fool of
mind bleeds grey: i always spoke so highly of you and how you were my favorite person in the game
Its Oh So Bjork: i spoke really highly of you but i had a lot of pressure on me at that time
mind bleeds grey: i understand
mind bleeds grey: i probably just expected way too much
mind bleeds grey: and i suppose thats why i was so angry and just wanted revenge
mind bleeds grey: im just in the chat watching people get picked
mind bleeds grey: and realized that it was down to me and two people that were absolutely hated
mind bleeds grey: so its just like
mind bleeds grey: wow, what did i do to everyone
mind bleeds grey: i mean i knew brian didnt like me so i didnt expect to be picked
Its Oh So Bjork: i just know that the only two huron members that i picked, i was asked to pick. it's really awkward to have somebody ask you to pick them and then deny them
mind bleeds grey: and after that point i just figured that
mind bleeds grey: maybe i was worthless
mind bleeds grey: i think the survey results stung even more
mind bleeds grey: cause its like,
mind bleeds grey: no one knew those would be used so everyone got to be completely honest
Its Oh So Bjork: well to be honest?
Its Oh So Bjork: almost everyone in this game knows like... at least 4 other people from before the game
Its Oh So Bjork: i'm not somebody who had that priviledge
Its Oh So Bjork: so i was genuinely shocked that i was even the most trusted
mind bleeds grey: well maybe you just have a trustworthy personality
mind bleeds grey: but anyways i hate that it had to reach this point
mind bleeds grey: and i am HUGELY at fault
mind bleeds grey: for going off assumptions
mind bleeds grey: and reacting off emotion instead of my brain
mind bleeds grey: and like whether you believe me or not
mind bleeds grey: i am sorry
Its Oh So Bjork: i dunno
Its Oh So Bjork: i just want to get over it
mind bleeds grey: ditto
mind bleeds grey: well i dont expect you to get over it instantly and i completely understand that
mind bleeds grey: but i just wanted to let you know that i have nothing against you personally :]
Its Oh So Bjork: i don't have anything against yours either
mind bleeds grey: oh and thanks for being mature enough to talk to me about this rather then letting it go
mind bleeds grey is away at 3:40:20 PM.

[Jeffrey]

So as you can see I called Jermaine out for being a sneaky little prick. Quite frankly I was disappointed because I wanted to get in a huge fight with him just for shits and giggles but he was being too... mature about it. Oh well. I'm sure that if I ever want to fight with anybody I'll just fight with Noah since it's much more likely that he'll blow up in my face.

Speaking of which, remember those plans I had to vote off Juice and what not? Yeah, not happening now lolol. I don't know why but somebody had to fuck it up, and basically it all leads back to Nesya being a sneaky little fucking cunt. I seriously was on to her from the second or third day; I KNEW her little "you cute lets make baby" act was too pathetic to be genuine. She's just as bad as Jermaine. She can die too.

Anyway, so I guess I'm going to the final 3 with Noah and Juice now. It's not my ideal choice but I'll probably do something about it once Brian, Jermaine, and that Asian bitch Nesya are gone. And by the way. Fuck you Katy, you useless bitch. First she doesn't attempt the censored words challenge and then she doesn't attempt the individual (or perhaps dual is a better word) immunity challenge. I'm sorry but I hate that shit. Who the fuck does she think she is? I don't even care if she's busy. She doesn't talk to me anymore either. She's useless to me. In fact I would rather vote her off now, but she's got her little immunity thing and she's proven to be quite pathetic at life in general.

So yeah. If I had to rank people on how much I like them, I'd probably say:

1. Noah
2. Juice
3. Lisa
4. Nate
5. Riley (I don't even talk to her and I like her better than these 4 pricks)
---------GAP---------
6. Brian
7. Katy
8. Nesya
9. Jermaine